Monday, June 9, 2008

Downcast

I lay in bed, tossing and turning. Although I felt exhausted, I couldn't get to sleep. I just kept seeing his face. I am hurting. I wanted to scream. But, of course, I didn't. I burrowed underneath my blanket, trying to lose myself in the warmth and the darkness and the nothingness of sleep. I curled up into a ball and cried until I drifted off to sleep. I wanted to disappear.

2 comments:

Janvier said...

Hey hey hey make sure you keep your friends around too - company helps to take away the pain even if only for a while. The world won't end.

William said...

I think anything I say here would not register. Just a little prayer that you will weather through it.